Crazy Busy Week

It’s been crazy and busy late, both at work and at home. We moved back from Bellevue to Sammamish home on Tuesday and it seems to have been years. Thuja trees have been planted. Winterization crew did not show up this morning, I have to find another one.

I did my 1RM test this week. It’s the first time in 2.5 years since I started with Kathy. Deadlift at 230lb (235lb atttempted), Squat at 200lb, and Bench at 145lb (150 attempted). I’m pretty happy with the results.

I still think of N.A. sometimes, and he still comes to my dreams. At times I just daydream what we could do together like SPA or something else.

E and I are in a good relationship. We will start mediation next week. I look forward to it.

I also went to Zach last week for the first time. I did not find him special and am still not sure if he is able to help. I’ll give him the benefit of the doubt and continue a few more sessions when I’m freer.

Work has been hectic with some deliverables and tight deadlines. I wish I panicked less when others don’t perform.